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Chapter 3: Extra Shot

Published on 2025-10-12

The café's air felt heavier after nine. Heather's wrists ached from tamping—the dull pulse that came from doing something almost right a hundred times. The rag in her hand had stopped being white hours ago. She wiped the counter anyway, the smell of citrus cleaner mixing with milk and rain through the cracked window. The radio murmured something indecisive between jazz and static. It was the hour when caffeine meant survival, not comfort.

She cleaned the drip tray with a practiced cloth fold and watched a thin line of water run to the corner like a thought escaping. It was the slow hour when even the grinder seemed embarrassed to make noise.

The bell above the door made a soft, well-behaved ring.

He stepped in with a coat that had learned rain and forgotten it. Not dramatic—just precise. He paused at the door to pat his pockets for nothing in particular, the way polite people buy time. His scarf held the memory of outside.

Heather's body answered before her mind did. Paper cup, sleeve, chamomile tea bag. She tugged ice from the bin—three cubes, a habit shaped like certainty. The cup fogged at the rim.

He read the menu not to decide, but to stall.

"Chamomile, please," he said. "Hot."

She felt the cold through the paper. "Right." The word landed crooked. "I—Ah—"

"Cold?" His mouth accepted the mistake without needing it to be funny. "I let it get there."

The receipt printer chirped a small bird of agreement. Heather dumped the iced cup and started again. Mug, teabag, kettle. She poured carefully, spiral from edge to middle, the string doing a slow waltz. Steam drifted up with that hay-sweet, apple-adjacent smell and made a curtain between them that didn't last.

"Sorry," she said. "My hands get ahead of me."

He watched the steam, not her. "Happens. Mine take notes I don't mean to keep."

"Artist's problem?"

"Human one," he said, almost apologizing for the elevation.

The radio slipped into a sax solo that didn't need to prove itself. Heather set the mug on the counter and felt the heat move through ceramic into wood, a small kindness traveling. He wrapped both hands around it and didn't drink yet, as if the first sip was better as a possibility.

A delivery guy shouldered in with a squeak of boxes and the smell of cardboard and rain. "Milk," he announced to no one. He wedged a flat onto the floor, signed his own clipboard, and left a dramatic shoeprint that would become tomorrow's problem. Heather carried two gallons to the cooler and returned, cheeks touched by refrigerator air.

He was still there, still holding the mug. He had moved an inch to the left to let the boxes pass. Consideration has a posture.

"Do you want a lid?" she asked.

"Not if it will talk me into forgetting."

She nodded. "It starts better hot."

"It ends honest," he said. He met her eyes for the first time—not long, not invasive—then looked back at the mug. "Thank you."

He found a table against the wall where the paint had bubbled and flattened years ago. The café's fluorescent buzz negotiated with the sax—neither winning, both present. He blew across the rim once, a measured concession, and finally took a sip. The kind that asks the heat a question and accepts its answer.

Heather checked the hopper, toggled the rinse cycle, wiped the counter in practiced arcs. She heard the ceramic click back to the saucer each time he set the mug down, a soft metronome. A pair of students barged in with backpacks and whispered arguments about whether to split a cookie. They left with one cookie and two napkins. The receipt printer asked for attention again and was ignored.

On the back counter, a circle of water appeared where she'd set the iced cup before abandoning it. Heather pressed a fingertip into it and came away damp. The small evidence of an assumption. She reached for her notebook, and wrote: Assumptions cool faster than tea.

She added, after a beat: Ask first.

When she looked up, he was turning his mug slow enough to make the handle a clock hand. A sketchbook peeked from his bag—the fabric edge, the elastic's tired stretch—but he didn't take it out. Maybe it belonged to a different hour. Maybe he was letting his hands rest.

The door opened again; a gust of street air carried in a damp umbrella and a regular who ordered fast and lived faster. Heather pulled a shot that ran true, tamped habit right, and sent a small heart onto milk that wasn't expecting kindness. The regular left with a half-thanks and a look that bounced off everything. The bell reset itself to neutral.

He brought the empty mug back with two hands, as if escorting the last of its warmth. He didn't push it across; he set it down and waited for the sound to happen—porcelain to saucer, a click that behaved.

"Thanks," he said.

"For the hot water I should've poured the first time?"

"For the second chance." He glanced at the ring his mug had left, faint and immediate. "I don't often take them."

She could have said a dozen things and didn't. "Any time," she said, and meant it the way baristas mean it when they want you to feel like a person, not a line item.

He almost gave a name. She could see it reach his mouth and reconsider. Instead, he nodded—not the city's thin politeness, not quite—then stepped out. The bell negotiated a quiet exit. Rain had dialed back to suggestion.

Heather considered the ring on the table. Fresh circle beside an older, paler ghost that the wood had kept from some other night. She traced the new one lightly with the rag, didn't erase it.

She wrote one more line before the hour tipped: Comfort is warmer when it's offered, not guessed.

Closing came without ceremony. Chairs climbed. The mop earned its keep. The delivery shoeprint gave up under two careful passes. She snapped the deadbolt and let the window show her a flattened version of herself, then stopped looking.

Down the block, the bus stop's glass had caught a film of mist that turned headlights into watercolor. She didn't check her phone. The train would be there or it wouldn't; the platform would draft ankles and promise schedules that weren't promises. She walked the corner, heard the city's low machinery under the sidewalk, and took the stairs because she always did.

On the platform, she did not rehearse him. She stood under the map and tried to read neighborhoods without thinking of coffee.

The train arrived with an ordinary approach—no drama, just mass and schedule. She boarded, found the bar with her palm, and let the car's sway make small decisions for her. When she saw him—it was brief, almost an accident. He was seated farther down this time, near the advertisement for a museum that never closed. A paper cup sleeve peeked from his bag, already empty of meaning.

He looked up because movement attracts eyes. Their gaze met in the middle distance where strangers are allowed to meet. No smile. Not necessary. A small nod.

She returned it.

The car carried everyone forward in that collective compromise of balance. At the next stop she didn't look for him. She let the moment sit where it belonged: not a spark, a mark.

At home, the notebook waited where she'd put it on the table. The page had dried with a slight ripple from her damp hand. She added a last sentence in the corner: Start warm. It's okay if it cools.

She closed the cover and left her palm there a second, claiming the heat she could keep.